Bound to get carried away

I hate school.

Anywaaaays, Sunday was dance practice with my cousins. And I hella KO'ed after, since we didn't get any sleep from the night before. Monday was fucking school again, eh. Routine routine, Sign language class was funny as always, and during break Niko &I stayed in the library to draw and do anything and everythign to avoid homework. Tuesday was one hour of school! Wednesday went by pretty fast and Niko came over to do Chemistry hw. Thursday is the worst day of school but I got a perfect on my first Chem quiz and we got out early, so I went to the mall and bought nothing, lol.

I woke up pretty early to practice driving with my uncle and after I went to pick up my glasses from Fashion Eyes Optomitry. I guess they look okayy, my dad thinks I look better with glasses, haha. I met up with Lalique &Jesmond after and we had some Yogurtland -- ran into Missy &Tita Terry, hehe. Anywhoo, we discussed the pros of college, and the cons of high school. Haha, I'm glad there's a good chance that Lalique's going to CsuLA with me. After the quick chill sesh, I went home and spent time with my Mom &brother and we watched a movie. And now I'm here.

Tomorrow I'm partying it up for Micko's birthday and spending time with Alec, if things go as planned. Sunday will be dedicated to dance in the morning and Disneyland for Jessica's 19th birthday. Speaking of which..

Happy 19th birthday, Flordeliza Felarca Quirante (:
Daaaaaaaamn, I think I've known this girl for 13 years, and for 13 years we've kept each other pretty close at heart. Though we went through life with different cliques/bestfriends/activities, we ended high school like brother &sister, and in colorguard together -- something I will never ever forget. I hope she knows how much I appreciate her.. sometimes I focus on people I shouldn't care for, my constant mistake. But I don't think I've had any friend quite like her, constantly teaching me and inspiring me. Even though I know she's NOT perfect and can/will do anything rebellious (haha) I see her as someone I can always look up to. Aaaand even though she lives 8 hours away now, she's always going to be a constant in my life. Friend for life, you know?

I love you always Liza.

Seeing Lalique again reminded me of how fast time flew, yet again. I swear I was in her exact spot, about to graduate a day ago. At that time I was doing winterguard, juggling that and being a full IB student, being in wind ensemble, and whatever junk in the trunk I pulled out of my ass to be the goddamn perfect student and role model. And even though I love this chillll life I currently live, I'll never forget those times where I pushed myself harder than I ever thought I could.. and what makes it better is that I know I've left footsteps friends want to follow.

Nothing beats being a good influence in someone's life when you know you can make the shiteous mistakes.
I need someone to remind me that I can make it. Please?

Why are people so eager to grow up and be grown up? When I'm at the mall, I swear to God I see 10 year olds by themselves dressed like hoochies and thugs.. with cell phones! Enjoy your fucking youth. Unless you're down for the bills, the car insurance, and the overpriced text books already. Trust, I'm not even ready for that shit, ha.

I'm waiting on you to let go of this secret you've been holding on to for so long. But until then, we can't be friends.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up.
These are the best days of our lives.