I suppose this is a test run to see how blogspot works.. since I'm too attached to xanga to ever want to leave. But the more I keep my xanga, the more I dwell on the past and reread what has happened in my life. Sure, it's fine when I do it every now and then, but every post I make, I constantly reread posts from years back, unaware until I feel the little ticks inside of me, knowing some of the good things in life will never come back. Since 6th grade, I've had the same xanga... fuck. Pretty much 6/7 years of memories in a blog that I'll never find myself deleting, but blogging here will (hopefully) let me go of things. .
Plus... xanga's layout is ugly. SO maybe blogspot will do me some good (:
xanga.com/onexflow26 - Take a look at my past.
Buuut for a while... I'll probably be updating both with the same posts, until I eventually stop with the ridiculous nonsense of posting the same thing in two different places, haha.
So, I'm Rainier. I have a big Filipino family and great friends. I love to dance, and I love giving what I've got to the world. I know what I have, and I know what I want. I like to see the goodness in people. I spend too much money. I'm a firm believer of karma. I like who I am, but there's always room for improvements. I love and hate change. I'm alllll about respect and treating others exactly the way you want to be treated. I know life is unfair but I do my best to not complain. I'm not down for bullshit, but I'm always down for a good time. I am who I am (:
Real talk now.
Second quarter of my freshman year in college started this week. I started with taking 17 units, but I decided to drop Pyschology to take 13 instead, since Chemistry is already a shit load and Sign Language and Oral Communication/Speech didn't seem so easy. Carpooling with Niko almost everyday is fun. We never really come home when we're supposed to, since we're always craving either food, video games, or clothes. But the routine of this quarter isn't bad at all. I still ponder at the idea of dorming, but fuck it. Lost my chance, trying to make the most of it in LA.
As for this weekend, it's all about getting a head start on the work I have for my classes + trying to fit in time for chill sessions with important people.
I don't understand why you do the things you do. It doesn't make sense to me the way you try to fit in, in order to be something you know you're not. I miss the old you. I miss the real you. Get your act together, you're not fooling me.
Yeah, I think I like blogspot better.
Plus... xanga's layout is ugly. SO maybe blogspot will do me some good (:
xanga.com/onexflow26 - Take a look at my past.
Buuut for a while... I'll probably be updating both with the same posts, until I eventually stop with the ridiculous nonsense of posting the same thing in two different places, haha.
So, I'm Rainier. I have a big Filipino family and great friends. I love to dance, and I love giving what I've got to the world. I know what I have, and I know what I want. I like to see the goodness in people. I spend too much money. I'm a firm believer of karma. I like who I am, but there's always room for improvements. I love and hate change. I'm alllll about respect and treating others exactly the way you want to be treated. I know life is unfair but I do my best to not complain. I'm not down for bullshit, but I'm always down for a good time. I am who I am (:
Real talk now.
Second quarter of my freshman year in college started this week. I started with taking 17 units, but I decided to drop Pyschology to take 13 instead, since Chemistry is already a shit load and Sign Language and Oral Communication/Speech didn't seem so easy. Carpooling with Niko almost everyday is fun. We never really come home when we're supposed to, since we're always craving either food, video games, or clothes. But the routine of this quarter isn't bad at all. I still ponder at the idea of dorming, but fuck it. Lost my chance, trying to make the most of it in LA.
As for this weekend, it's all about getting a head start on the work I have for my classes + trying to fit in time for chill sessions with important people.
I don't understand why you do the things you do. It doesn't make sense to me the way you try to fit in, in order to be something you know you're not. I miss the old you. I miss the real you. Get your act together, you're not fooling me.
Yeah, I think I like blogspot better.
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